Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Wanted To Keep Everyone Updated.

I wanted to keep everyone updated on my progress. I now have fifty three pages of poems. I have started to sort them and keep them as I want the poems to read in the book I am writing. Love Poems, Senryu And Haiku, Mood Poems, Inspirational Poems, Nature Poems, Gay Poems. There may be more categories added, and I'm sure there will be more poems added to each of these categories I mentioned. I hope to have anywhere from 150 to 200 pages of my poetry when this book is finished. I will keep you updated on how my progress is coming along.

-MAC-

Oh How I Wish

I see a guy either around where I live or on TV, like a television personality

and I think to myself, "God, I wonder if he's gay. Or at least bisexual because

I will admit I am turned-on at looking at them. I know, I know some of them

have girlfriends or so they say, but there have been gay men and probably a few women

who have hidden behind the straight mask. Now I'm not going to name names here, that

would be rude and tacky. I will say they come in different heights, color of eyes that range

from blue to brown, hair that ranges from blond, dark blond, light brown, brown, and even

black. They are out there and rumors have flown about them being gay.

All I can do is sit here and wish you were gay or bisexual, and dream about us together

and all the lovely things we would do.


-MAC-

Friday, August 23, 2013

More Senryu And Haiku Poetry

Long silky brown hair

curvy body - beautiful eyes and face

there is no one else in this world or place.


Night sky filled with twinkling stars

some crashing asunder

oh how I love to lay here under.


-MAC-

Monday, August 19, 2013

Senryu And Haiku Poems

Senryu Poetry
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Soft beautiful eyes

delicate facial features

you show how beauty should be worn.
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Strawberry blond hair

soft brown eyes that sparkle so

muscular body to
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Angel eyes of yours

flying on Angel wings high

why did you die why.
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Haiku Poetry
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Sky so clear and blue

only a few clouds float by

a warm summer day.
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Leaves turning colors

reds, yellow, purple, amber

beauty never lost.
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Foamy waves crashing

the ocean is a thrashing around

crashing onto a sandy beach.


-MAC-
















Monday, August 12, 2013

Joyous Meeting

I just yesterday attended a joyous meeting of a group of us LGBT. For those of you who don't know what LGBT means it means Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transsexual. It was fun to sit around and drink coffee, or tea, pop with these people and get to know each other. I found it quite interesting and can't wait till the meeting in September.

Monday, August 5, 2013

Inspiration

Inspiration where does it come from?

Some say it's 90% labor and 10% perspiration

I know myself that it comes in many forms

whether it be just viewing my surroundings

to things I read

even video games I play have inspired the writer in me

it's hard to say and I don't know what inspires other writers

but there are so many things that inspire me.

-MAC-

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Sometimes I....

Sometimes I want to sleep all the time

that's the only thing I'm good at and nothing else

sometimes I wonder why try

when no one cares why

then, again, isn't life just one big lie.

Friday, August 2, 2013

Yummy Yumm Yumm!!!


Okay I don't know what's up with one lens missing in his glasses but I overlook that when I see a muscular body like this. Yumm Yumm!!!

Yummy Yumm Yumm!!!


Nice very nice. Again nice muscles and washboard stomach. Yumm Yumm!!!

Yummy Yumm Yumm!!!


Don't know about all of you but I could wait in at the laundry mat with a young guy like this. Yumm Yumm!!!

Yummy Yumm Yumm !!!


Hairy guys are fun. Look at that hairy pit. That well trimmed beard, mustache and hair. Yumm!!!

Yummy Yumm Yumm!!!


I know he's a little old but look at those rippling muscles, and washboard stomach. It screams Yum!!!

Yummy YummYumm!!!


I don't know why but I'm so into young men. Yumm!!!

Sayings

---- If you say you love me - why do you keep going away?

                                 Mark Cutler  (Yr.2000)


Thursday, August 1, 2013

I Sometimes Look At Things...

Like I'm looking through a fisheyed lens

all blurry and distant

muddled and scrambled

never making any sense

I feel like I'm looking through teary eyes

looking at things underwater

where everything is stained

strained and not refined

this is the way

I Sometimes Look At Things

-MAC-


Wednesday, July 24, 2013

What Would You Do? (Poem)

If I told you I love you

what would you do

would you run away

or would you stay.
*
Is falling in love so hard

I know being heartbroken is sad

I have been down that road many times

it seems that road never ends.
*
Telling one you love them

shouldn't be so hard to do

letting them feel it, hear it, see it, know it

is all up to me and you.

-MAC-

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

He Comes To Me In The Darkness Of My Mind (A Poem For Mark Jay Patterson) (Redux)


His name is Mark Jay Patterson

he comes to me in the darkness of my mind

where he sits and awaits me, haunts me every time

with every turn I make, and all of my every decisions.


He thinks he is in control of mine

we fight about this many times

yet he always wins

I'm not sure where I end and he begins.


I fear he is taking me over, once more

as I feel him controlling my thoughts and actions

into my brain he bores

he is such a Bastard for what he has done to me, yet I cannot control his deeds.


Oh no, here comes the pain, again

the terrible pain I associate with his being

he is like an everlasting ghost

an Almighty Being always heard, felt, but never seen.

-MAC-

It's Not Your Fault (Poem)

We said one day we would marry

that each-other we would carry

never to have doubts

everything we would work out.

          It's Not Your Fault

          It's Not Your Fault

Through life we would stay pure to one-another

and never stray to another

yet you did just that

and it hurt me, oh I was hurt by it.

          It's Not Your Fault

          It's Not Your Fault

And when we are old and gray

we will still have much to say

as we sit with our grandchildren and play

yet it never was to be that way.

          It's Not Your Fault

          It's Not Your Fault

And when we are dead

and Heaven bound

we still must hold our sacred marriage ground

and yet I will always think

         It's Not Your Fault

         It's Not Your Fault.

-MAC-


Saturday, July 13, 2013

It Hurts To Let Go (Poem)

Sunny skies

playing all day

playing tags

in that father and son way.

    It Hurts To Let Go

I wish it never had to end

you were taken from me in such a way

there was nothing I could do or say

I knew it was going to end.

    It Hurts To Let Go

I feel we never had much time

it all seemed so sublime

no reason or rhyme

for why your time had come.

    It Hurts To Let Go.


For My Ten Year Old Son, Sean.  9-24-1989 to 5-11-2000.  Dead But Not Forgotten.

              MAC




Monday, July 8, 2013

Thank You All

I am at 3001 Views of my Blog, and I just want to say thank you to all of you who have been hanging with me and viewing my blog, and taking the time to read what I have written. I encourage all of you to please leave a comment. Again, Thank You.
XOXOXOXOXO, Mark