Here's To Milestones

I'd like to speak about a milestone of my own. It doesn't seem like I've already done 29 blog entries so far in the short time I've had this blog site but I have. I think back to the first things I wrote, my poetry which will always have a special place in my heart. Then all my feelings that came out and down through my fingers and finally onto my site. Of course there is all those Yums that I have here on my site. I can't forget all those luscious men. I do want to thank the people who are no longer with me, my parents, Terri my first crush in high school, and of course Sean, my son. They are all in Heaven looking down and watching over me. Terri I always considered my Guardian Angel, if you believe in them - I do. Before I close this entry, I want to pass along another milestone in my life, I recently turned 50 years old. I still remember a lot of the things I did when I was a kid. I'll close there. And then I'll keep writing.

Sexy Vampires

I'm a Vamp Queen. I've always had a thing for vampire movies and these hunks I could sink my teeth into. They make being a vampire gorgeous. Yum Yum !!

Feelings

Sometimes I feel the way this picture shows, lonely. I wonder if I haven't been replaced with someone better by the people I once loved. It makes me sad. Yet it makes me angry that they cannot tell me they have found someone new in their lives so I may move on with mine. They seem to keep me hanging on as though I am a backup plan in case the lovers they're with at the time being don't work out, they can fall back on me. I can never figure out the human feelings and why it is so different for each person. Maybe, if it were the same for everyone, we might actually get along better and love each other. I don't know maybe, I'm just living some kind of pipe dream here.

Sexy, Kinky Yum

now  how sexy is this and those muscles are  WOW !!!

More Yums

Like I said before I love a man in his underwear. This guy's tattoo I thought was wicked.

Thoughts

I feel I can never go home because my home is far away, and for the time being I cannot be there. I just know that one day my prayers will be answered and I will be allowed to go home. Until then I am stuck here in Hell with all the terrible things happening, the wars for reasons no one knows or can explain. I only hope that one day I will be allowed to return home to my son, Sean, and my family who I miss terribly.

Feelings

I was recently approached with the question from a friend, who I hope one day turns more serious. "What do you do when you're lonely?" to which I responded, "I focus on my writing or play video games, anything to take my mind off my loneliness. It's true I have done those things, but the loneliness still comes back. For instance, every time I see a picture of a half naked or fully naked man in a magazine, my loneliness returns. I know, I've been fighting these feelings for quite some time now and I wonder if they ever go away, or do we need someone by our side to make them go away.