Celebration Of Two Thousand Views.

Just wanted to take a moment and thank all my viewers out there, who have made this blog site what it is. I am passing the 2000 view of my blog. Gosh it seems like only yesterday I started this thing. It would be one year this June that I started. Anyway I just want to thank all of you and I will try to post more on here for you to see. Again Thank You.  XOXOXOXOXOXO

To Be Free - Poetry

                   To Be Free

To live

To fly 

To never die

Just like clouds in the sky

To never again have to grieve

To let the wind soar beneath my wings

The way they make the wind sing

To lift on high

Forever touching the sky

These are things that please me

For I would be like a plastic  bag 

The wind picked up and made dance

That would be the kind of freedom for me

Never - ever any worries

Then I wake up and find it's only a dream

To the Heavens makes me want to scream.

-MAC-

Poetry

Love Letter  # 5.1

I always wondered what love was and was I missing out 

Love it seems is always alluding me - an illusion to me

Over and over, again

Very much seemed to be playing a game with me

Every day and in every way

Day after day my heart ached for something I could not have

Teasing me - abusing me

Every chance it got

Ridiculing me 

It always seemed to fleeting this thing called love

Day and night I dreamed of her and I being together

Always together holding each other in our arms

Seeing her dark brown eyes as I stared into them with mine

Over and over we told each other how in love we were

Very much we wanted to build a life and family together

In all it all seems but a dream - one I feel I can never awaken from

Catching myself hearing her voice whispering to me in my sleep

Hearing her as though she were laying next to me in my bed. 

-MAC-

Poetry

Why Am I So Fearful

Why must I be so fearful of mistakes and rejections

I've asked myself that many times

when I should just be looking ahead

to a bright new future on the horizon 

yet I never see the silver lining in the clouds 

only the dark horizons

I seem to be doomed to make the same mistakes in life

because I never take any chances - any risks

so I wonder if I should not be so fearful of mistakes and rejections

go full bore ahead and set my sights on things to come

the good things and not the bad

to be less fearful of all things, whether it be relationships, money, or life itself

these are things I wonder. 

-MAC-

Dreams - What Do They Mean?

What are dreams?

Are they the things we wish to come true for ourselves?

Or are they merely wishful thinking?

I've noticed some dreams I wake up from and can't recall all of it

That is when I wish there was a dreamcatcher that would capture my dreams

And hold them so I could see and study them

Some of those nasty nightmares maybe I could make sense of

Like the times I am falling or feel like I'm drowning and can't breath

Yet I am unable to awaken myself 

I feel so helpless during those times like someone else is controlling me

Maybe that is it, a higher source is controlling us and we cannot do

What we think we must in our dreams

Then there are those dreams of passion, when I am in bed with the man I love

We kiss, fondle, hold each other and eventually make passionate love

I think I'm getting hard just thinking about it, so I better stop now 

Before I lose control and cum in my pants. LOL. 

-MAC-

Dreams I'm Falling

I've had this dream often that I am about to fall and even though I try my best to catch myself

before it happens I find out I cannot stop myself from falling. In my dream I am standing at the top of a canyon looking down, and all of a sudden I slip and fall right off. Other times I am standing atop a building and I'm looking down, lose my balance and start to fall off. In all these dreams no matter how hard I try to stop this from happening it still does. It's the freakiest thing ever. 

Yesteryear 1,2,3. Pt. 2

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What a hunk of man flesh this is. HUBBA HUBBA !!!