Ah Memories

I have a lot of fond memories of winters past. Snow so deep I jumped off a carport into a mound of fluffy snow almost high as the bottom of the rooftop. The wind drifted the light fluffy snow, carried it and then let it settle so it looked like a sand dune made of snow. I remember snowball fights with friends. And of course building a snowman. Trying to make the most perfect one on the block. I also remember the times when I was fourteen and went hunting pheasant with my dad. The snow was so deep it came all the way to my hips, of course then I was a lot shorter. The experience left me with went pant legs, and even though I wore thermo underwear beneath my legs were still cold. And even though I wore thermo socks, my feet still became wet, when the snow fell inside my boot. But these are all good memories I wouldn't exchange for nothing.

The Great Beyond

I don't know how many of you believe in ghosts, spirits from beyond. I have seen one many times. She was a girl I loved back in high school. She died at the age of nineteen in a horrible car accident. It tore me up when I heard about it. But strange things began happening after that, like lights in my car going on and off, car radio going off then coming back on. At home the lights would suddenly blink for a second. Now I suppose most would say there's a reasonable explanation for all this. For instance a power surge could make the lights in the home blink. Faulty wiring in the car could make the dome light or radio act up in the car. To all you naysayers I still believe what I saw. I actually saw her ghost. I've felt the soft touch of her hand on my shoulder, when I'm feeling sad. I'll always love you Teri.

Poetry

                              He Comes To Me In The Darkness Of My Mind

                                      (A Poem For Mark Jay Patterson)

His name is Mark Jay Patterson

he comes to me in the darkness of my mind

where he awaits me, haunts me every time

with every turn I make, and all of my every decisions.
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He thinks he is in control of me

we fight about this many times

yet he always wins

I'm not sure where I end and he begins.
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I fear he is taking me over, once more

as I feel him controlling my thoughts and actions

into my brain he bores

he is such a bastard for what he has done to me, yet I cannot control his deeds.
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Oh no here comes the pain, once again

the terrible pain I associate with his being

he is like an everlasting ghost

and Almighty being, always heard, felt but never seen.

Remembrance

This is the way we once were

so much in love

before you turned my world upside down

you left and broke my heart.

So now I'm left with only the memories 

of what once existed

thinking back instead of moving forward

reliving the same old thing that I can never have, again. 

How I Feel

I'm sorry if some of you don't understand how I feel when it comes to relationships, and being in and out of them and uncertain where they are going, if they're going anywhere. My life is complicated, okay. That's the best way I can sum it up. Lately it seems everything is topsy turvy, turned upside down, and I don't know which way is up. That is just how I feel and how I am. 

A New Beginning

I hope I have found a new love in my life. That I can now begin a new start in my life, like a different day with a sunrise to start it. I need to forget my past love, as he is no longer in my life anymore. It is time to move on, move forward. I look forward to snuggling with my new love. Holding each other on those cold, winter nights. We've talked about this, and we both agree this is what we want. We both want to start anew and forget our pasts.

Yum Yum

This leaves only one question in my mind. Is that a banana in your pocket Superman, or is that your freakishly large package. All I can say is YUM!!! YUM!!